So after much thought and reflection I have come up with five reasons this is my favorite birthday…ever!
1. I am thirty five, half way to seventy, and I may be older and jaded, but I am the strongest I have ever been! Both physically and mental, I am just getting better! I am like wine!
2. I have no kids, no girl, no mortgage, no plan! As a younger man that would feel depressing, but I have come to enjoy my life, even though it seems sad, and I am a dumb ass! I would rather be who I am, than who I could have been!
3. I don’t like girls anymore, I like women! I am not into sex for fun, and my cock no longer leads my way…now it is my stomach!
4. I am self destructive, and healthy as a horse! Clean bill of health from the Doc. How and why I must blame on genetics…even my GERD and Panic attacks have taken a back seat to hard work and hard life!
5. I don’t love you any more, well I always will love you, but not in the same way! I don’t give myself to anyone anymore, with the exception of this and every post or hug or conversation I ever have….OK this last one is bull shit! I will always love all of you the same way I always have and I am still a dumb teen just trying to find true love and awesome fame and money and all the jazz that I deserve because I think I do but I know I haven earned it so…NOW I WORK FOR IT!
but I still sit at the end of the bar, drawing what I love to draw!